I want to learn ?

I went to Santa Monica College before I went to Seattle to study. But I thought it is not be good for me. I hope I can learn more Grammar, writing skills and speak skills when I'm in Susan's Class. I’m interest in Susan’s Class because she is a funny woman, but I am still afraid to learn English and to speak. I thought someone would tease to me, so I know it could be hard to me. I have an important problem that is writing. I like to read and I can understand by it, but I can't write my feeling every time. Sometimes, I knew the words meaning but I don't know how to use it.

In addition, my writing grammar always is wrong and spell words are difficult for me, but I will learn it. However I hope I can use this blog to improve my writing skills. So I will work hard to here everyday.